August 23rd, 2004

Time: 05:16 pm

new journal for_you_tonotice this is my last entry

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August 22nd, 2004

Subject: Remember To Breathe Time: 01:00 pm Current Mood: bored

I AM 49% ASSHOLE/BITCH! I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com well today was not nearly as exciting as yesterday..but i got alot done...i cleaned the house...and made another braceleti didnt get to go to church today which was dissapointing but what can ya do...i havnt been to church for more than a month...but i was productive so ...yeah i just did some biology homework...i was rudely interupted but SOMEONE that cant handle the truth...which sucks for them cuz there just gona have a broken heart all there life..but who am i to say...well see when they get there... holy crap! there are tadpoles in my pool...and they wont die cuz there is no chlorine...we put some in b4 my mom left but it was diluted in all the rain...so there just swimmin around in there and now i cant tan! i am very upset about this... oooo i talked to my mom today and she said she bought me something but wont tell me what it is...im excited! i love suprises!! yay ok well im gona go be productive some more....and clean my room...whoo

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August 21st, 2004

Current Music: Juvenile- Slow Motion Subject: My Happy Ending! Time: 04:24 pm Current Mood: Absolutely Amazing

today was absolutely amazing! no one can comprehend the magnitude of the absolute amazingness i experienced today! omg omg omg....wow...just wow...there is no other word...but wow...wow...there is NOTHING that could make today bad...at all ever! wow..... ok wow...sorry...well yesterday morning my mom left for chicago...so im home alone!!! YAY! my grandma who lives next door has my brother...and its great....nick came over today...and we hung out for a while here...then we went go get food...we went to the copper penny and it was TERRIBLE! omg it was so nasty...ugh...i didnt have to pay for it cuz i only ate like 2 bites of food...so we left and went to wendys lol...theres some good food lol...and i got my dr pepper lol which im still drinking...then we came back to my house and we hung out here for like an hour...we almost fell asleep haha speaking of which...i got a picture of nick sleeping today...he looked SO cute! lol its kinda hott too lol so yeah..nick just left for work... there such assholes he works 5 days a week until 11pm...he only gets off work for church! and then there are other people that work like 2 days a week...lame! anyway.. aww man! im so mad...i dropped my hair straightener in the fucking toilet today! it was on a shelf cooling off and i took something off the shelf under it and it pulled the cord and a-swimming it went...see what happends when there are guys that DONT put the seat down...let this be a lesson to all of you...but anyway...im going to start a "courtney needs a new straightener fund" i am accepting all donations lol...tricia..cmon i need a jar! go eat some pickels or something! lol hmm well im REALLY tired....ive had a busy day! and i was up at freaking 8 this morning! ill write later if i get bored Corkie! Take the quiz: "Serial Killer Quiz" Johnny the Homicidal Maniac you kill assholes; lots of assholes! HOORAY for You!!!!

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August 20th, 2004

Subject: storms are a thing of beauty to me... beautiful yet deadly Time: 03:57 pm Current Mood: amused

so here we are again...what a familiar place your in... this is who you are! why do you keep running away from it? Just give it up...your never going to get better! cmon...just stick with me and you wont get so tired from running anymore. just do it...ill clean it all up when your done..dont be scared...you were never scared before..just press down...HARDER! yeah...thats is...see you feel better dont you? i knew you would..this is all youll ever amount to so stop trying ..its a pointless journey...you will never let me go...stop it now! stop pulling away! your just going to come back...dont cry...this is really whats best for you...we all know it.. this is the only way...five years its been ...how can you throw it all away today...just because of him! i hate him! just do it! you like it! you cant stop! you will never stop! DO IT! DO IT! NOW! see...you feel better..just do what i say and we'll all feel better. blood and everything...im so proud of you...ill clean it up like i promised...here you go.... <3 you conscience with a knife - Me well today was a good day...uhh lets see...yeah thats about it...

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August 19th, 2004

Subject: Here Ya Go Ryan Just For You Time: 09:08 pm Current Mood: numb

SunShine83003 (12:32:35 PM): arent u supposed to be in college ? lol DrReekerZ (12:32:52 PM): umm...no DrReekerZ (12:33:10 PM): aren't you supposed to be in school? SunShine83003 (12:33:29 PM): i have a stomach flu SunShine83003 (12:33:37 PM): thanks for ur concern... SunShine83003 signed off at 12:33:44 PM. yeah this is nice right...but ryan convieniently FORGOT to add in the part where i signed back on 5 seconds later because i got kicked offline...ya like that boys and girls? how bout that...me too! but just remember the first step in forgetting is destroying all the evidence.this is a 44 caliber BULLET straight from my heart

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Subject: Pizza And Sheet Music Time: 12:41 pm Current Mood: Sick

well...im home sick...my stuborness got to me...im in so much pain i started to cry in the middle of biology...i was so embarrased! ugh it was terrible...mr otero was nice about it though and gave me tissues but yeah i wouldnt have been as bad if the nurse wasnt a dumb fuck! omg i wana lynch her i swear! ok i went to the nurse during all of homeroom and like 10 or 15 min into 2nd period and the whole time she didnt see anyone...she was talking on her cell phone having a private conversation...the she was talking to some other lady in there about stuff that had nothing to do with her job....all i wanted was a fucking tylenol! so i asked her to sign my pass cuz the only time we do anything at all in biology is the first like 20 min of class ....so i got back and we went through the test we took yesterday and i got a 97% i missed 2.5 and 1.5 was cuz of spelling error...and i dont know what i was thinking when i spelled the words wrong....and i spelled the same word wrong twice...yes u can call me stupid...cuz the word is TESTABLE which i spelled with an I instead of an A...and who ever graded my paper was a moron cuz they marked 2 wrong that were right..so if i knew how to spell and would have put fossil record instead of fossil recordS...which i believe is what was in the book..i would have got 100%...kinda mad but hey im happy... so yeah...i was in chorus for while and we got in our concert order...WTF im all the way down at the end of the top row next to someone who CANT sing! why...cuz im too short...im the first one on the risers last one off (depending apon what side we come in) whatever ne way i dont like where i am and i hope i get moved... ok so i was thinkin this morning...i used to be nice to everyone no matter what...like i would always go out of my way to be nice even if i didnt like the person....but i did that for one person and she is just a total bitch and couldnt accept it so i gave up on being nice to people for a long time...and i was thinkin if leila can be nice .....so can i...so i was nice to ryan today and he blew me off once again...so i just give up now...so when im a bitch you can all thank ryan because hes an asshole...i hope you read this ryan...cuz i hate you...did u learn ne thing from you oh so wonderful camp experience or was that all bull shit and fake...kinda like you!.....whatever...ill never talk to you again and ya know what...it doesnt hurt ok well now that im in a good mood again for gettin that off my chest...i had to reschedual my appointment for the my Tampa Bay Childrens Choir ( http://www.tbcchorus.org/ ) audition cuz i have the stomach flu..yay...im kinda upset but beings i get to go next week at 515 ( so i wont forget) i can stay for rehearsal if i make it! well she said i could stay for rehearsal if i dont make it too...but still it will be fun...and then pizza afterwards....YAY...now i get to be nervous for a week so im gona go lay down...for a while...and maybe eat something OOOOOO my mom got her blood test results back and they are negative for cancer!!! i luv ya guys! well except for you you you and you.... !*! Kwattneh!*!

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August 18th, 2004

Subject: I Love To Be Spoiled... Time: 04:06 pm Current Mood: chipper

OH THE TEMPTATION! wow i was just absoluelty set up to be mean to someone today but i wasnt....i resisted....though i regret it....but hey im a good person..... so0o0 today i finally got switched out of my spanish class! omg i was SO happy!! i have mrs ramos now...shes pretty nice....and there are these freakin weirdo black girls in there that are annoying as shit! ugh and i have to sit by them! im all the way across the room from brent and tasha...im sad... biology....yeah the test SEEMED easy...but i missed more than 5...but its outa 40 so well see....i love that class...its so crazy...i duno why... but in chorus today nesmith was being an ass...he pissed me off! i had to run out of class to throw up and he was being a dick about it! and hes been like this since the begining of the year...last year he was SO cool....im serioulsy about to drop that damn class...if i make TBCC im dropping it next 9 weeks for creative photography....or aqua...that would be an easy A after interning...there is no way he can make me do work ....i would get to be in the lab all period.... then holy hell...4th period....i was about to DIE omg it was SO boring...but we read a story that was REALLY good..."by the waters of babylon"....quality writing...lol so im home...and i just made a banana shake YUMMY! and i put my stuff in the new purse nick got me from Aero. its SO cute i love it! its pink corderoy(?) and then he got me a shirt but its too big and he went to exchange it at the mall...he should be there now actually...but yeah...and oo oo oo he might get me panera!....hes mad at them though...he might quit...they keep doing dumb things to his schedual...whatever! urg omg i missed the bus this morning and my mom was bein a bitch about driving me...so nick came and got me...it was a great way to start out the morning...i think i might have to miss the bus every once and a while ok well ill add on later! ~*~Corkie~*~ Ps...my purses are catchin up on my belts...im at 18 belts and 17 purses lmao! and then there is the 24 pairs of shoes...this is gettin rediculous...my closet is SO full! *~Perfect Boyfriend Survey~* Apperance: [x] How tall would he be- my hite [x] Shoe size- the bigger the better so i hear ? [x] Skinny or Fat- not like freakishly skinny... or overly fat.... middle I think [x] Buff or normal- buff... but not like he's obessed with his body [x] Six Pac- don't matter.... but if he did have one that would be a plus [x] Hair Style- I HATE long hair on guys..... but not a buzz cut either.. middle is nice [x] Hair Color- Black, Brown, Blonde [x] Eye Color- brown or green...ive got the blue eyes in the relationship [x] Dark, Tan, or Light skin- don't matter as long as he isn't Albino or ne thing [x] Glasses or Contacts- don't care [x] Piercing- lip is so freakin sexy! [x] Braces or no braces- it doesnt matter! [x] Scars- don't really care, i have like 30 scars [x] Eyebrows- uhh 2 plz... and not bushy ones [x] Big butt or little butt- no bigger than mine please...thats TOO much [x] Chest Hair- Ewwww [x] Do you really care what he looks like?- somewhat Personality: [x] Nice or mean- nice duh [x] Would he be caring- yes [x] Is he the sensitive type or kinky type- umm sensitive, but not like he crys about stupid stuff either and then a little of the other is always good for the weekends [x] Would he be afraide to show his feelings- no [x] Jealous type- oh god no... that is so annoying [x] Flirty type- yeah but not with other chicks [x] Protective- yeah a lil, but not overly [x] Funny or serious- both, but I like a guy with a sence of humor [x] Outgoing or shy- outgoing [x] Lazy- don't care, im really lazy [x] Scarcastic or sincere- a lil of both [x] Would he swear- i dont really care [x] Music- umm don't really care ...dashboard please...lol Social- School: [x] Would he have a lot of girlfriends- hell no [x] Would he hang out with you or his friends- both [x] Would he hang out with your friends- yes [x] Party or stay home- both [x] Would he have a lot of friends- in the middle [x] Smart or Stupid- well i dont want him to be drooling on himself! so smart... [x] Would he put his friends befor you- better as hell not [x] Would he drink- No [x] Would he smoke- NOOOOOO that's nasty [x] Would he do drugs- NOOOO nasty [x] Would he tell you he loves u- only if he truly ment it [x] Would he act different around his friends- no thats 2 faced Around You: [x] Hold hands- yes [x] Kiss you- yes [x] Hug you from behind- all the time [x] Will he call you honey sweetie baby- yes [x] Will he walk you to the door- yeah that's nice [x] Will he open doors for you- it would get him extra points [x] Will he pull chairs out for you- extra points [x] Will he surprize you- thats always nice [x] Remember your anniversary- lol i would hope so [x] Would he lay under the stars with u- id love it [x] Watch the sunrise with u- sure if he could get me up that early [x] Write love letters- sure [x] Write poems- yes [x] Would he cook for u- well sure, I can't cook worth shit tho so he couldn't be expecting ne thing

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August 17th, 2004

Subject: My Moth Will Now Go Parentless....lol Time: 08:42 pm Current Mood: uncomfortable

Love me or Hate me...fill this out but i will return the favor! I _________ Courtney Courtney is _________ If I were alone in a room with Courtney I would _________ I think Courtney should _________ Courtney needs _________ I want to _________ Courtney Someday Courtney will _________ Courtney reminds me of _________ Without Courtney i'd _________ The best thing about Courtney is _________ I am Courtney's _________ today was alright...after school i went home with tasha...(tasha your fone is mooing) LOL! we went to church at the point...i duno if i quite like it there but there are a bunch of nice kids...and then theres a dyke girl thats REALLY rude and tarah...who likes to flirt with peoples boyfriends...i dont like her...i just pretend to so as not to start anything....beings it was church...but the subtle comments always do the trick and keep me and tasha laughing..."wow kyle i cant move your chair! your fat....oh wait shes sitting on it" lol! high five! haha so yea i got sick at church and went to call my mom...and sat outside and there was the baby frog ! it was SOOOO cut ...it was the size of my thumb nail ! omg i wanted to keep it.....but omg nick bought me a purse and shirt today...again lol...he said its because i have to wait for the ring that hes buying me...he has to order it : D im so excited i cant wait to get it! its 13 days till weve been together a year!thats a LONG time lol! and AHHHH i lost my mexican jumping bean! i was so upset! ill get over it though...i just hope it doesnt hatch in my room... ok i have a biology test 2marrow so HAVE to study... ~*~*~K w A t T n E h ~*~*~

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August 16th, 2004

Subject: Its Really A Larva.... Time: 03:53 pm Current Mood: amused

today was an interesting day... nick brought me breakfast this morning!!! bacon egg and cheese from mcdonalds YAY! and we sat in his car and ate together...it was good... then first period i had the throw down with my mexican teacher! he is the biggest dumb fuck ever ugh !! i want a schedual change! and then in biology mr otero had us do this lab with mexican jumping beans! it was soooo cool....me and ashley diggs stole one hehe!! there awesome! we were entertained by it in chorus for like 15 min by it....i was gona put mine in the microwave until i found out there is something really alive inside it...so i dont wana kill it ...i would feel too bad...but anyway dillon tried to lick it...which was uh...gross lol...i said i was goin to the nurse today but stayed in the lunch room for like all of 3rd lunch ...i stood in line with nick and dillon for like 20 min uh lets see...4th period sucked...like way bad..its so boring but me and candace talked all period so it was fun...i duno what ms hollands deal is but shes like deaf! lol alrighty well im gona go get some food im sooooo hungry! Love Ya Tons! ~*~ C o R k I e ~*~ Ps....why do somepeoples standards drop dramatically when they dont get what they want Josh: ima dirty freak Josh: ?????? SunShine83003: yeah Josh: lol Josh: im not the one dating Nick Josh: lmao!!! Josh: oooooo SunShine83003: its ok to experiment with guys!!!! Josh: lol Josh: dude Josh: u dont understand Josh: geezz SunShine83003: o i dont.... Josh: yea Josh: just said sumthing wrong okay?? Josh: lol SunShine83003: SURE Josh: lol Josh: ok u got me SunShine83003: I KNEW IT! Josh: lol Josh: lol Josh: y is everyone raggin' on me about that now?? Josh: lol SunShine83003: YOU POSTED IT DORK! Josh: no one is raggin' on Aaron Josh: lol Josh: its funny!! SunShine83003: ITS EASIER TO MAKE FUN OF U Josh: ok Josh: cuz i wont beat your ass Josh: lol SunShine83003: i woould take you bitch Josh: i know im sorry Josh: i love you Josh: lol SunShine83003: lol love you too

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August 15th, 2004

Subject: Courtney : On Leather.... Time: 07:12 pm Current Mood: disappointed

ok killing animals to eat is ok...i mean there is a perpose...but killing animals for couches blankets clothes and such is rediculous! there are a kajillion other man made materials out there to where is not necessary! such as channel. DB ,LV , western wear stores (lol)...its all leather...and then there are coats made out of animal fur...WTF! that would creep me out to have something dead wrapped around me all day! i have to say i do feel guilty because i have 2 pairs of shoes that have leather in the sole...which i find pointless... but i didnt realize it until after i bought them so...i guess its not AS bad but its still bad...

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Subject: I Dont Need The Counting Sheep Any More! Time: 11:18 am Current Mood: excited

and i forgot the most important thing! my bed is now and air matress! which is much better then the futon leme tell ya! lol im movin on up! but seriously...its uber comfortable!

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Subject: Punk Rock Princess Time: 09:40 am Current Mood: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

interesting spurt of information...Princess Diana was a cutter....so now i am SKEPTICAL (thank you mr otero) of wether she was really murdered or if she wanted to die.....whoa whoa so im not going to church today...or probably ever unless i find a good one that is close...and not the wimauma weirdo baptist church down the street....I AM NOT SAYING ALLLLL BAPTISTS ARE WEIRDOS!!!! but these people...are like crazy...i like nicks church A LOT but its so far away! its by the orient road jail!! yay! but the church is huge...it used to be a private school too but not ne more..i duno why..but there youth program is AMAZING! i duno i didnt see it on a regular night...the night i was there the pastor was gone and this one guy spoke and he was freakin awesome...but its hard for me to go there cuz it IS so far away holy crap! i just went into my moms room and its like the freakin bat cave in there! she has ply wood on the sliding glass door that goes to the backporch and there is NO light in there at all its crazy!...sorry that was useless..whatever..well i gota go call my baby...ill write later! *!* Corkie*!*

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August 14th, 2004

Subject: Goosebumps And Leg Spasms.... Time: 08:54 pm Current Mood: Absolutely Wonderful!

ahh another wonderful evening ...it was so amazing...today was nicks birthday so he came over for like 5 hours..lol we had so much fun...i made him this REALLY cool card...and i made a pocket inside it for his present...he liked it...but we watched rose red and he brought wendys...it was good....and then we made banana milk shakes together!(perverts) they were SO good...we were both kinda sick though so that kinda brought it down...but not enough to make us not have fun! hmmm well lets see...there is really nothing else i can say about that...the rest is more personal... alright so everyone survived the hurricane...but there were atleast 60 people in punta gorda that died...its really sad...it upset me and i didnt even know there was such a place until yesterday... and i hear there are 3 more tropical depressions out there now...cuba is lookin like its gona get hit AGAIN! alright...im gona go change into my PJs and lay down..i feel kinda icky...no big deal tho...ill be fine! Goodnight ~*~ Courtney Combs ~*~

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Subject: There Was A Sparkly Glitter Trail Behind The Space Pods! Time: 09:28 am Current Mood: pensive

had a REALLY weird dream last night...it was so crazy! first i was at a school and i dont remember what happened then but we left there and went to church with mr nesmith and he had signed me up to sing a solo so it was right b4 service and i was looking for the choir room to warm up...and i finally found it and the director and the tampa bay childrens choir was in there and he played the scales for me and he told me i was really good and told me i could join TBCC. (that would rock) so i went to tell mr nesmith and he was sewing mrs nesmiths dress with a pen....yeah so i asked for my solo music and he said he forgot it and i yelled at him and cried and went to the bathroom to find tasha..but when i got there is was these little pods and you got in and it flew you to this field out in the country and u just floated around and bounced off of things and it was like meditation kinda like in yoga where they tell you a story and you lay there and breathe...(ya if uve ever done it you know its good stuff) anyway...so i floated around to these buildings and i heard these weird scientist guys talking and it was scary so i got away from the buildings and hit a 7/11 and my pod opened and i fell out and i ran away.... No i do not smoke pot b4 bed....... today is nicks birthday!!! yay!! i stayed on the fone with him until 12 just to be the first to tell him happy birthday hehe and then we ended up talking to each other for the next hour and a half ...it was great! but yea...and i dont know why im up so early...ive been up for like 30 min...and its and absolutly beautiful day and i wana go to the beach! lol...or just go in my pool...either way is great for me! well im gona go and HAPPY BIRHTDAY BABY

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August 13th, 2004

Subject: Ok So Where Not Gona Die.... Time: 08:36 pm Current Mood: relieved

ok so no hurricane...we didnt all die like candace said lol but i am REALLY worried about tricia..cuz she lives in AB so she went to orlando and now shes right in the middle of the hurricane...she called me and she told me there were lights and glass breaking outside there hotel room..and i tried to talk to nick about it but hes being an ASSHOLE and im SO mad at him UGH!!!! hes not getting ANYTHING for his birthday now damnit! but i know shes gona be ok... well i dont know what else to say... ooh i talked to ashley diggs today...shes so great...and shes mad cuz im right see look Ashley Diggs: lol SHUT UP Ashley Diggs: lol..i ahte it when ur right Ashley Diggs: not fair (yeah that really is ashley but i have middle man and i can change people s/n on m y buddy list to their names so its cool...) well im gona go...im kinda tired... LATER!

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Subject: Warning... Time: 07:53 am Current Mood: scared

EVERYONE BE CAREFUL!!!! ::side note:: erik is a dumb fuck....

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August 12th, 2004

Current Music: Bob Marley- Buffalo Soldier Subject: WERE ALL GONA DIE! Time: 05:02 pm Current Mood: mischievous

well today was a pretty good day other than nick had to go home sick this morning...first period sucked as usual..homeroom rocked with tasha and michelle! they are so funny...2nd period...never fails to be everything but biology...3rd period chorus...we sounded great today...good job ladies! 4th was awesome..me and candace were messin with dustin...i was writing on his elbows with pen and he was freakin out lol...and candace is convinved we are all going to die in the hurricane lol...for some reason i dont think thats gona happen...but shes a weirdo and doesnt listen lol i duno i like hangin out with candace dustin and kris...and kris wasnt bein a butt today so it was all good.. ooo nick got me a new shirt the other day its so cute and it matched my purse lmao hehe! im gona wear it monday if i dont blow away alright im going to go watch the weather channel WOO HOO <3 Corkie!!

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August 10th, 2004

Current Music: Grease Sound Track Subject: Greased Lightnin! Go Greased Lightnin! Time: 06:59 pm Current Mood: contemplative

this is me.. :D this is me..avoiding biology homework... :/ yeah im over reading that freakin book already..class wasnt bad today tho...he talked about past students, jeffs name came up and the fact that he used to be called Bible boy...and at the time we were dating...maybe i was a good influence on him...who knows...so0o hows it goin everybody? well i got my hair re-cut today..i didnt really like it b4 so now its fixed..i didnt have to pay for it so its all good... my brother is being an idiot so my mom is trying to call my dad again...it really is sad we have to do that..but hey...it gets the job done.... im just like an ungodly kind of tired im falling asleep and its only 7! i think its time for a nap... <3 Later...

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August 9th, 2004

Current Music: Ashley Simpson-LaLa Subject: Project Mayhem Time: 08:39 pm Current Mood: worried

today was a really good day school wise...class went by fast...i got to eat all my lunch! woo! downside...the shirt i was wearing was terrible...my boobs were all over the place all day...i was very uncomfortable...first and last time for that shirt...and ahh there was a girl cutting herself in homeroom with a mother effing pencil! i was freakin out..i dont know why but it made me sick to watch her do it..but u can tell people like that are the ones that do it for attention...cuz she stuck her wrist out and picked at it and did it like right out in the open...she doesnt seem like the type at all...but does anyone... uhh it rained here like there was no 2marrow...its flooded everywhere...i had to take my shoes off to walk down the drive way cause they were leather...it was kinda icky.. i had SO much biology homework tonight...i kinda enjoyed doing it...i didnt get bored of it...i made a mistake and stopped to eat then i couldnt concentrate again so i just wrote my essay for english and was done... omg i was just on the fone with nick and while i was on the fone he got into an accident it was so scary..no one got hurt he just messed up the front of his car..hes really upset...i was like crying cuz it scared me so bad cuz he just said "i love u i gota go" and hung up and i had to call my dad tonight to yell at my brother cuz he wont listen to anyone here about anything...hes gona end up like that punk ass hole kid on butterfly affect...hes such a freakin idiot i wana just smack him! ugh! oh well...hes mad at me for calling my dad but i REALLY dont care...he pisses me off to no end...what ever! alright im goin to my room to wait for nick to call me back to see whats gona happen with the car and stuff...

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August 8th, 2004

Subject: Seventy Times 7 Time: 09:02 pm Current Mood: bitchy

Today sucked... my mom pissed me off so fricken bad...and i wont talk to her and shes all like "whats your problem" blah fucking blah...i swear if i could ignore her for the rest of my life i would be so happy..but i know eventually i will need money or food...so ill give it a few days and tell her what she did and then take it from there..we shall see well i got my spanish homework done today...its such bull shit busy work...its so pointless...but gota get those A's i cant let my GPA drop any lower than it already is...i messed up big last year and got 2 C's i have like a 3.3 or something sucky like that...ugh anyway...and the biology home work..wow i wrote down what we were supposed to do but forgot how to do it...oops...it was dumb too... alrighty im gona head to my room...ive got some more "homework" to be done...

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